Sunday, February 27, 2005

I was sitting, waiting, wishing

Something I learnt today: Tara's dog died. =(
Something that made me laugh today: Ini's definition of "usual shit"


Why is no one as tragically lonely as me and constantly updating their blog/posting comments on mine? Damn you all.

I go back to uni tomoe. Damn says I. I only have two lectures on at the very least, but both of them are at 11.

I don't really have anything to say, which is silly of me.

Went around to Anna's for cards last night. Lucas and Dianna weren't there, Hurrah! And Matt was. Hurrah again. I love cards nights at Anna's. I actually won some money last night, which has been rather infrequent of late....so yeah that was a good night. I drove home very loudly singing along to Blink.

Needless to say, the good mood didn't last. I left Coles feeling average and then got pissed off when the sticks class was cancelled again.

Oh well. I get to start seeing all the biomeds again soon. Maybe that will bring a smile to my face on a more permanent basis...

Thursday, February 24, 2005

Nobody knows it

Something I learnt today: That "another one bites the dust" in reverse REALLY sounds like "It's fun to smoke marijuana". Seriously.
Something that made me laugh today: My sister e-mailing around George Carlin jokes.


I heard the song on the radio. Another was a Britney song. I think it was part of hit me baby...and it sounded like "Sleep with me, I'm not too young."

I just tried to enter a competition to win a $10, 000 STA travel voucher, only I'm not actually eligible to so I'm really annoyed about that.

But I've just discovered that my mother is getting lonely. She's had her phone number given out to a man who may just become a blind date for her. I think it's good that she's moving on with her life and all that. But I'm petrified.

Why? Because there are stories about evil step-parents and new partners etc. I realise I'm being foolish and really shouldn't be indulging this paranoia. But when I meet him I'm going to be scared and that's going to come across as me being rude and then he won't like me and it will all go downhill from there. I am getting a little ahead of myself with this, she hasn't even agreed to the date yet. But still, my mind never rests, and this is the position where it currently lies.

I'm also not in a place right now where I'm all too thrilled about sleeping in a house with strange men.

And it's going to be a strange man who is willing to spend that much time with my mother. And I don't have an obligation to put up with him. Lord, give me strength.

Tuesday, February 22, 2005

I don't wanna be anything other than what I've been trying to be lately

Something I learnt today: All the security guards at Melb Uni are trained in first aid
Something that made me laugh today: Kylie describing the Dean of Science's Plate analogy...

I'm in a fair amount of pain at the moment. That's really quite irritating.

Today was Host Program day in Orientation Week at Uni. I wound up with 4 biomeds, 6 science students and one who was studying Information Systems. IS apparently comes under the Science Faculty. Makes it interesting.

Wow. The radio just told me what the temperature was in Wonga Park. How incredibly random.

Yesterday was the six month anniversary with JB. Yay. He took me up to Sassafras (that's a place...go figure) for a lovely lunch and it was so very nice and unexpected. I've just started eating the lollies he bought me in the cool little sweet shop. Yum.

I'm going to work on fixing this stupid computer.

Saturday, February 19, 2005

little things

Something I learnt today: how to drive to Se's house. yay.
Something that made me laugh today: MSN conversations.

Fairly dull day today. I've been invited to Japan though, which is pretty nice.

The only excitement was the hour I spent with my sister, if it was even that long. I gave her her birthday present. It was a home-made cribbage board. She loved it. And Sean was about to deal out a game (I can't remember how to play) but I had to leave to go to work. I'm really sick of that place.

And now I'm having really silly conversations on MSN. Hooray for that.

The Sparrows were playing tonight. I should have tried to find someone to go there with. Oh well, there'll be another time.

Thursday, February 17, 2005

Help me heal these wounds

Something I learnt today: Chess was invented in the 6th century in India.
Something that made me laugh today: Tv. God that's sad.


Well. Good Charlotte concert was last night and when I get there it turns out that I alone was to ruin the boys night out, because the 4th ticket was for Shane. So I feel horrible for that. But ah. The concert was so very cool.

I gotta say, the company was excellent. Before the show even started my cheeks were burning because I was laughing so hard.

The two support acts were, realistically, crap. They were both heavy metal so when we showed up for a punk rock band, it was a little irritating to be presented with the Bleeders and Day of Contempt. After they finished screaming at us(DoC actually stuffed up one of the speakers) the band we had come to witness finally made their way onto the stage. They far surpassed the expectations that both Ormie and myself had. Which was nice. They had great energy and bounces around the stage (and a great variety of other BS) to make us scream.

They played my bloody valentine and movin on, two songs I was desprate for them to play. They played this lovely, sweet song (refer to entry title), the title of which escapes me and JB just held me tightly in his arms for the duration of it. That was nice.

I hadn't quite eaten enough that day and had to sit down in the mosh pit to prevent myself from involuntarily falling to the ground. I was dragged over to somewhere more safe to sit down (where I actually got a better view of the band).

I gotta say I felt safe at that concert. I was a little concerned about being in a punk mosh pit, but with JB standing guard, nothing happened. He lifted me up on his shoulders at one point and was thereby shoved by the guy standing behind him. After JB had put me down, he turned to look at his asailant to discover it was a 14 year old boy, just a little out of his league.

That brings me to my next point. I'm all for underage people being allowed into concerts. Especially big name international acts that might not exist by the time you turn 18. But, I feel that somewhere a line has to be drawn. I was actually concerned about injuring these kids. They would not have been able to see. It's pointless. Hobbit-sized people. 9 and 10 year olds, with their parents, in a mosh pit full of pre-drunk punk rockers who (fortunately) were only not wearing their chains and 3 inch spiked dog collars because they had been confiscated at the door. There is a time for everything. There is also a physical limit to everything. There should be either an age restriction or a height restriction for mosh pits. There is no way that I would have let my child into that mosh pit at such a young age. It's irresponsible.

Anyway, My ranting is done. Seriously, crap support acts, annoying children and lack of foresight aside, I had an awesome time. Thank you boys.

Saturday, February 12, 2005

I hate it, i hate it, i hate it.

Something I learnt today: My legs still hurt
Something that made me laugh today: nothing pops to mind

I'm an idiot. I'm about to go off and visit my father tomorrow (four hour drive each way) and I think I'll actually spend more time travelling then I will get to spend with him. And, realistically, I'm miserable here because I'm bored and lonely. Will someone please tell me what on earth posessed me to go visit a place where there is NOTHING to do and NO ONE to talk to?

I burst into tears at sticks training this morning. I told them I was having a bad week. I'm having a bad year. I want this to end. I want to be happy again.

Thursday, February 10, 2005

Trojan mediket C

Something I learnt today: Hamilton's now comes with lavender oil
Something that made me laugh today: Dave's silly show

I just got all excited about my upcoming Good Charlotte concert. Why? Because I was walking home listening to my MD player and the song Stockholn Syndrome by Blink 182 came on. This song was incredible to see at the concert, I was so excited when I realised they were playing it that the people in front of me span around because I was screaming that loudly. I love live music.

I hate my computer. Only 1 virus left, and I can't get rid of it.