I hate it, i hate it, i hate it.

Something I learnt today: My legs still hurt
Something that made me laugh today: nothing pops to mind

I'm an idiot. I'm about to go off and visit my father tomorrow (four hour drive each way) and I think I'll actually spend more time travelling then I will get to spend with him. And, realistically, I'm miserable here because I'm bored and lonely. Will someone please tell me what on earth posessed me to go visit a place where there is NOTHING to do and NO ONE to talk to?

I burst into tears at sticks training this morning. I told them I was having a bad week. I'm having a bad year. I want this to end. I want to be happy again.