Nobody knows it

Something I learnt today: That "another one bites the dust" in reverse REALLY sounds like "It's fun to smoke marijuana". Seriously.
Something that made me laugh today: My sister e-mailing around George Carlin jokes.

I heard the song on the radio. Another was a Britney song. I think it was part of hit me baby...and it sounded like "Sleep with me, I'm not too young."

I just tried to enter a competition to win a $10, 000 STA travel voucher, only I'm not actually eligible to so I'm really annoyed about that.

But I've just discovered that my mother is getting lonely. She's had her phone number given out to a man who may just become a blind date for her. I think it's good that she's moving on with her life and all that. But I'm petrified.

Why? Because there are stories about evil step-parents and new partners etc. I realise I'm being foolish and really shouldn't be indulging this paranoia. But when I meet him I'm going to be scared and that's going to come across as me being rude and then he won't like me and it will all go downhill from there. I am getting a little ahead of myself with this, she hasn't even agreed to the date yet. But still, my mind never rests, and this is the position where it currently lies.

I'm also not in a place right now where I'm all too thrilled about sleeping in a house with strange men.

And it's going to be a strange man who is willing to spend that much time with my mother. And I don't have an obligation to put up with him. Lord, give me strength.